So, I was just sitting here in the maths department, minding my own business, when all of a sudden a little thought pops into my head. “What exactly are you doing?” it said. Well, after I gave it a little thought, here is a nice itemized list of my life, and how exceeding dull it is.

• Get up.
• Mess around on the computer until my brain hurts, or do maths.
• Drop Sarah into work/wherever she wants to go.
• Go to the maths department and work, or mess around on the computers.
• Pick Sarah up, go back home, mess around on the computer.
• Sleep.

And there we have it - my life in 6 nice little points.

Now, personally I found this quite depressing, hence the iPod comes out and Linkin Park is turned on up to quite a loud volume in order to block out any remnents of thoughts - good, bad or otherwise. Unfortunately, this time it didn’t really do the trick and now I’m really quite down - hence the blogging.

I mean, Sarah has her singing, or goes out to work and has quite a nice little social life. In fact, everyone I know has some kind of social clique. Last year was great fun, and I used to go out quite a lot - now I’ve turned into some fucking maths-performing hermit. I want to get involved in something, but for some reason every time I go near the Union I just want to burn the place down. The sheer tedium of the politics and red tape there just makes me want to scream and beat people with overly large sticks.

I don’t know. Maybe I’ll give WTV another go, but again the red tape annoys me. I’d quite like to make a professional quality video there, but I just can’t seem to find the effort.

It just gets on my nerves that everyone else seems to be having such good times, whereas yours truly feels like a big pile of poo 90% of the time. Maybe it’ll be different if I get back on campus for my final year. Bah, humbug.

Mental note: must stop feeling sorry for myself.

7:42 pm | Posted in Personal, Whining